I am an engineering student. I am desperately in love with a girl whom I once called as my sister.
I am from India where on festival of rakshabandhan if a girl ties "Rakhi" on someone's wrist, then they both become brother and sister.
She tied me rakhi 3 years, but then because I was unavailable this annual routine broke up. That time I was not mature and did not know what love is.
I do not know when I started loving her. Our families know each other very well. In addition, we know each other very well. The main problem is that her brother is my best friend and I cannot deceit him.
She respects me and so do I. However, may be she might be respecting me as a brother. It is not clear to me. I yearn for her, I cry for her whenever I am alone. I cannot tell her how much I love her.
I am helpless. I cannot even share this thing with anyone. I know what I am doing is wrong but I cannot stop myself from loving her.
I am helpless and unable to concentrate on my studies. Please help me. I am becoming psychic and sometimes think of committing suicide, as I know this is wrong.
We sent you an email requesting some more information about her, her age, level of education and how she acts when you are together.
We also asked why you feel that's wrong and advised you to think rationally of things like this, be wise and practical.
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